Sunday, September 30, 2012

Faded dreams.

It's been long since I've been here.
And by right, I am not supposed to be here.
Finals is freaking near I can feel the heat woohoo.


I realized what are friends,
who are friends
and where are they when you are up and down.
Sometimes what they do can be so hurtful.
Sometimes you just care too much for them.
Sometimes what they do can just make you tear.
But they never realise it.

I've got to be more hard-hearted.
I can no more be that fragile person.
But sometimes it's just so hard to control.

I'm one who will cherish people who are close to me.
Regardless of how they treat me.
Time and again I feel disappointed.
I'm one who is sometimes just too naive.
Or maybe you can call it stupid.
I'm one who will go all out for the person.
If I really care for her/him.
I'm one who does not tell anyone about my problems.
I initially do.
Then when someone refuses to listen to me anymore because she is "busy",
then I don't bother telling anyone any longer.


I don't know who to trust, honestly.
I'm so tired.
Is this a game.
I want to quit.


so I cross my heart and I hope to die,
that I'll only stay with you one more night.
-maroon 5-